Friday

What is a song that you can really relate to right now?

What is a song that you can really relate to right now?

At the risk of being disgustingly cliched, teenager-esque, and lovesick, I'm going to have to pick Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson.

I'm kind of in an unfamiliar place right now, having worked really hard to get myself into a position where I could open up and let someone in, where I could be close to someone, and where I could be physical with someone, so being in a position now where I'm watching it slowly but surely fade into the distance no matter what I try to do to stop it.

It's funny, because I hear myself talk about it, and I realize how stupid I sound. I feel like everyone is laughing at me for being so hung up on this guy, and I am ashamed that I pull the horrific teen excuse of "You just don't understand." But really, it was a rather atypical situation. That doesn't make it hurt any less. It doesn't make me stop wanting to tear my hair off my head in frustration, and it doesn't make me stop crying into my pillow at night. I keep it together in front of him, and in front of everyone I know almost all the time. I'm still clinging to some hope that I can fix things.

But I opened up, I let someone in, and now I'm trying to pick up all the pieces.

Feel free to use this question as a post topic if you are running short on content. OR tell me what song you really relate to in a comment!

6 Comments:

Ruggy13 said...

I would say... If I am... by Nine Days... it's all about taking one day at a time and not letting the sunset of tomorrow start before the sun rises! you should listen to it!

Glad your back! Missed you!

cybeel said...

Natasha Bedingfield "Unwritten"
love this song

Marketing Gurl said...

I can't say I really relate but I am really in love with Open Arms by Journey...what a classic, that makes my heart melt!

Chelsea said...

Sober by Pink!

I love it. Reminds me that inner strength is never overrated.

Simply Me said...

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